codename: ynamo
objective THRIVE and CREATE
weapon truth & authenticity
special ability transformation & expression
warning directly takes change!!

happy new year =) countdown with the family *heart* and just being home *mmmm* i am pretty happy (ps. that thing up there is kinda corny but i like it hehe) hmm there are some other things in my mind and in ( Read more... )

awwwh after a year and a half of growing it this is the final length before the cut
its funny because as my hair grew longer i learnt so much wisdom like a shaman haha
hope i don't forget it ;p and who knew?!! that i look great with awesome long hair ;


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1. What did you do in 2012 that you'd never done before?
face my demons...
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
YES i did.... "Simplify" was my theme and it was awesome ;D
this year.... Thriving and Creating!!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
2 of my friends and 1 cousin
4. Did anyone close to you die?
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Who understands the world is learned;
Who understands the self is enlightened.
Who conquers the world has strength;
Who conquers the self has harmony.
Who is determined has purpose;
Who is contented has wealth.
Who defends his home may long endure;
Who surrenders his home may long survive it.
Laozi Dao De Jing 3


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i am not always happy, i am not always kind, i am not always optimistic, i am not always loving, i am not always connected. i get angry, i get sad, i get hurt, i get vicious, i get selfish, i get suicidal, i get jealous, i get tired, i get confused, i get lost.
these are all part of me, the ugly dark side of me, and that is okay. illuminating and ( Read more... )

helloooo, i think i will be using this blog more than i had in the past. my other blog after nearly 10 years have closed down and have linked this place to continue my story hmmm well the public part of it ;p  its a cool 21 deg C summer Sunday night and i should sleep early because tomorrow is the last day of 2012 and the 2013 countdown and i have ( Read more... )

"What is the significance of December 21, 2012? It is the end of a cycle in which a subtle change of energy will take place and allow humankind to enter into a more spiritual vibrational state; one of greater consciousness in which we will re-evaluate our priorities and recapture our intimate connection with nature. Some may not even notice this ( Read more... )

• made a deal with some friends that i wont eat rice for a month
• got a lotus pendant on pay day
• what if i changed hair colour to this filter
• nostagia when i catch the bus
• was sick over the weekend, my stomach was confused, who knew vomiting could be so cathartic 

• toasties are yummmm
• i started painting fire for some reason
• bus money, my wallet is coin central
• i love this quote haha 
• the oracle cards are telling me something

• feeling a lot less emo and getting back to the flooowwww again. really awesome painting session last night, an hour+ felt like 10mins, i have not done that in a while =) i think this might become a regular! i was just thinking how all this culminated to arrive at this situation and it makes me laugh how things work or not work for things to happen ( Read more... )