so, i started to post something several days ago at like 2 in the morning at a friend's house, the day that i got back from my whirlwind 2 weeks in cambridge/peoria, il but the computer shut down and i lost it, which is ok. i wasn';t in the best of moods then. in fact, i've been in a really weird/bad mood for awhile now, pretty much since right ( Read more... )

ok, where do i even begin in catching up with my life...well, let's see, forstarters, i no longer have a touring job for now. my company downsized from 8 shows to 4 this season, so there was no position open for me, but i told them to feel free to call if they need to replace someone, so we'll see. in the meanime, since it lokos like i'll be in ( Read more... )

so, I woke up several mornings ago, wide awake, to the sound of bagpipes. it really sounded as though someone were trying to tune a cat right next to my pillow. in my half-asleep stupor, my first thought went to steven, my gay scottish neighbor. i wondered if he was playing them, but then remembered he only plays the skin flute. So then i wondered ( Read more... )

had alot of great conversation in the car last night with theartemisiaway, despite my ridiculous raging headache...came to a realization about the whole cutting issue that i was talking about several days ago. it's a release for me. that's why it's never been dangerous or self-destructive in my life, because even when it was fueled by severe ( Read more... )

ok, i'll try not to make this as long as it could be. let's see about the highlights then: friday: got to hang with scrappy and bug and raven and moe. lots of great conversation. was at the height of my pool game recently. felt on top of the world. moe gave me a great idea to think about going back to school, we'll see how that pans out...talked ( Read more... )

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just watched the movie "the secretary" again. what a great movie. the first time i saw it, i was in the most perfect company with which to see this movie. there are so many aspects of it that speak so loudly to me, i can't even tell you. seeing it again tonight, though, has gotten me thinking about cutting, however. and by watching it, i sort of ( Read more... )

i'm not entrirely sure what it is, but it's interesting if nothing else. life has been ridiculously crazy since i stepped off the plane from korea. seoul was GREAT. wicked fun time. as soon as i got home, a touring company with several friends of mine came into providence, along with several other related friends from out of town. they were around ( Read more... )

so, i'm leaving seoul in about 3 hours. its been a much better two weeks than i expected. well, had no expectations when i left, but had crappy expectations when i first arrived. in all, the crew has been phenomenal to work with and get to know. formed some great friendships in a short amount of time. the locals were fantastic as well. they slowly ( Read more... )

so, there is still a party going on this week in providence and all those who can make it are welcome ( Read more... )