Lifeupdates, new perspectives and junk, Glory to SigMAAAAAAR.
It is 4:36am and I am very tired.
Very very tired, and I didn't even go into work today(Kind of wish I had, but I think not coughing ever 4 seconds is a bit more important atm) So this is a life update post, isn't it? I think I got some news.
Well, after I turned 20 I got a job, working at Mc Donalds now as a cook. Its pretty easy stuff and the people I work with are all generally awesome (Aside from Clark and Sam, but its because they're always stressing out, never know how to relax.) I think if they were majority wise pricks, I'd be looking else where for work. Although I am considering a serious change in my work. I'm thinking about getting an interview as a Q&A tester (bug finder) at Sony, yes the one in San Diego, or near it rather. Its a full time job a 10$/hr, I just wish my mood on it was a bit more excited. I really like working at Mc Donalds (Never thought I'd say that) because everyone there is pretty chill in my book. And its without a doubt a nice bonus to be able to kick back and work and just bullshit randomly. Jeff and Larry are cool guys and working with my brother has its own level of win and lulz. Work is enjoyable, I find it easy to actually look forward to it.
My only srs concern with leaving for Sony is that I'd feel like I'm letting everyone there down. Not like we have (or at least from what I can tell) an asshat load of people. Ontop of that we're getting a new station, it'll be bigger, so I think we'll need more people. Don't quote me on that though. That and, would I look forward to it as much? I can safely say, I'm not sure. If I had to be honest about it, I'd say on a scale of 1-10 if I want to leave, it's a 4. Really if I had more pay, I wouldn't want to leave at all. + Half off lunch some days? Shit is nice, helps that I make killer burgers. Fuck year.
I'm talking to Shawna again.
Yeah, I really didn't think it was going to happen. I'd really rather not get into why or how. I guess sometimes its easier to just soak up your feuds with someone than to let them continue. Life can be like a river, and with dams being fights. Well, I think you get it. We talk on and off, and I've seen her while visiting Amanda. Not bad. I've informed her that the drama comes a lurkin' I'm out and done with the noise. This has been made very clear. Tonight said drama reared its head but from my magical third person perspective. Its really not too terrible, I'll shrug it off, everyone else will and... Well I'm minaly just tired.
Sweat Pea!
Fuck yes my most favorite smell on the god damn planet (
SOMETHING IN MY BACKYARD THINKS IM DERISHIOUS
I was walking from the lake in my backyard, back up my hill. Just minding my own business late at night, walkan. I climbed over the fence thats there, and out of no where, my lower calf just starts searing in blinding pain. I hunched over and shinned a flash light on it, but no luck, I only saw a small drop of blood and a slightly raised area of my skin. I get inside after bitching an limping my where there. Pounding the floor out of pain, I hop over to the ice box, get a bag and cover the area with ice. It numbed out after a few minutes. But let me fucking tell you, those few minutes were hell on earth. An area the size of two fists was red and pulsing with some kind of sharp pain. I can't even describe it. It just fucking hurt. After 40minutes or so, started to clear up. Now all that hurts is the initial bite, when I rub against it.
Oh, and I think I'm in love~
Yup, its that time again. I can't spend an hour with a girl without going "Wow that was annoying, you know who never does that?" And smiling. Most of the time whoever I'm with shrugs it off, or thinks whatever they were doing was "Just so cute". Nah, totally not the case. I love all the time I get to spend with her, makes me blissfully happy, and things in life have been looking good for us. Its something that I can think about and instantly cheer me up no matter wtf is going on. I love her voice and when she calls me, and even fi all I get to do is talk to her online for a day, thats fien tew. I've been able to be genuinely happy recently and its thanks to her. :3
That all for now lj/myspace. I hope I get to keep coming back with happy posts. Feels good man.
Very very tired, and I didn't even go into work today(Kind of wish I had, but I think not coughing ever 4 seconds is a bit more important atm) So this is a life update post, isn't it? I think I got some news.
Well, after I turned 20 I got a job, working at Mc Donalds now as a cook. Its pretty easy stuff and the people I work with are all generally awesome (Aside from Clark and Sam, but its because they're always stressing out, never know how to relax.) I think if they were majority wise pricks, I'd be looking else where for work. Although I am considering a serious change in my work. I'm thinking about getting an interview as a Q&A tester (bug finder) at Sony, yes the one in San Diego, or near it rather. Its a full time job a 10$/hr, I just wish my mood on it was a bit more excited. I really like working at Mc Donalds (Never thought I'd say that) because everyone there is pretty chill in my book. And its without a doubt a nice bonus to be able to kick back and work and just bullshit randomly. Jeff and Larry are cool guys and working with my brother has its own level of win and lulz. Work is enjoyable, I find it easy to actually look forward to it.
My only srs concern with leaving for Sony is that I'd feel like I'm letting everyone there down. Not like we have (or at least from what I can tell) an asshat load of people. Ontop of that we're getting a new station, it'll be bigger, so I think we'll need more people. Don't quote me on that though. That and, would I look forward to it as much? I can safely say, I'm not sure. If I had to be honest about it, I'd say on a scale of 1-10 if I want to leave, it's a 4. Really if I had more pay, I wouldn't want to leave at all. + Half off lunch some days? Shit is nice, helps that I make killer burgers. Fuck year.
I'm talking to Shawna again.
Yeah, I really didn't think it was going to happen. I'd really rather not get into why or how. I guess sometimes its easier to just soak up your feuds with someone than to let them continue. Life can be like a river, and with dams being fights. Well, I think you get it. We talk on and off, and I've seen her while visiting Amanda. Not bad. I've informed her that the drama comes a lurkin' I'm out and done with the noise. This has been made very clear. Tonight said drama reared its head but from my magical third person perspective. Its really not too terrible, I'll shrug it off, everyone else will and... Well I'm minaly just tired.
Sweat Pea!
Fuck yes my most favorite smell on the god damn planet (
SOMETHING IN MY BACKYARD THINKS IM DERISHIOUS
I was walking from the lake in my backyard, back up my hill. Just minding my own business late at night, walkan. I climbed over the fence thats there, and out of no where, my lower calf just starts searing in blinding pain. I hunched over and shinned a flash light on it, but no luck, I only saw a small drop of blood and a slightly raised area of my skin. I get inside after bitching an limping my where there. Pounding the floor out of pain, I hop over to the ice box, get a bag and cover the area with ice. It numbed out after a few minutes. But let me fucking tell you, those few minutes were hell on earth. An area the size of two fists was red and pulsing with some kind of sharp pain. I can't even describe it. It just fucking hurt. After 40minutes or so, started to clear up. Now all that hurts is the initial bite, when I rub against it.
Oh, and I think I'm in love~
Yup, its that time again. I can't spend an hour with a girl without going "Wow that was annoying, you know who never does that?" And smiling. Most of the time whoever I'm with shrugs it off, or thinks whatever they were doing was "Just so cute". Nah, totally not the case. I love all the time I get to spend with her, makes me blissfully happy, and things in life have been looking good for us. Its something that I can think about and instantly cheer me up no matter wtf is going on. I love her voice and when she calls me, and even fi all I get to do is talk to her online for a day, thats fien tew. I've been able to be genuinely happy recently and its thanks to her. :3
That all for now lj/myspace. I hope I get to keep coming back with happy posts. Feels good man.