Hello! Today has been a fairly good day! Jenna called my house this morning at 6:15 a.m. and woke me up to tell me she would be there to pic me up for school in 15 minutes...that was cool, cause I took as shower last night, and decided I didn't give a damn about looks anymore! I figure if people don't like me for me, then they can all suck my ( Read more... )

Okay, so this guy I was talking about before...his name is Keith...He is dating a girl from Edgewood, and I think I'm catching feelings for him again, like in recent journal entries. Is this bad? Is it bad that I am catching feelings, and getting jealous?? I dunno...someone tell me what is really up! What is flowing through my head!?!?

Okay, yeah, I haven't written in SO long...but I usually write when things are on my mind, and this is something I just can't get out of my head! Okay, so there is this guy that has "supposedly" liked me for a long long time, right? Well, come to find out, I've liked this guy for quite some-time...just didn't say anything cause he has a girl! So ( Read more... )

Okay, so tonight Danielle and I were just chillen...hangin' out uptown...the usual! Then, I remembered some friends invited us to go bowling! So, we figure why not go check it out!? Come to find out...Keith, Kevin, and Sean were there! Keith didn't even look my way, but had Sean watching Danielle and I the whole time! WHATEVER!!! God, I want ( Read more... )

Hello! Today I am going shopping with a friend from Connersville! She's like my little sister! Love her to death! But, anyway...Darren just told me the other day that he is getting married in June!! What? We've only been broken up for a month!! OMG! Oh, and things with Keith and I aren't working out really well right now either...what do ( Read more... )

Hello! Okay, so Keith and I aren't getting a lot...he's too confusing! And last night, Darren got online and told me he was GETTING MARRIED!!!! To a girl named Denise!? What the heck? We just broke up a month ago yesterday! Dating...fine...but MARRIED!??!! BOYS ARE SO DUMB!! We should throw rocks at them!!

Man, it's been a while since I've written last. A lot of things have changed...that's why I thought to write I guess!? Umm...well, Darren and I broke up, I've come to realize it's never gonna work no matter how many times we try to put the pieces back together! We're not meant to be! It's obvious! I mean, he beat the shit out of me, and then ( Read more... )

Recently, I think I've let some people down. These people I don't know very well, and never took the chance to get to know them very well. (mistake) They feel as though I've pushed them away before I got a chance to pull them close. they never got to know the real me. I want them to know the real me before judging me...so to those people... ( Read more... )

School starts soon...very soon, it sadens me! The summers get shorter and shorter! I don't want to go back. I just moved into a new school, new town...now I have to start a new school AGAIN!! I am going to Vocational for nursing this year. I'm a little nervous...what if nursing isn't what I want to do!?!? Then what?? I'm just so confused... ( Read more... )

School starts soon...very soon, it sadens me! The summers get shorter and shorter! I don't want to go back. I just moved into a new school, new town...now I have to start a new school AGAIN!! I am going to Vocational for nursing this year. I'm a little nervous...what if nursing isn't what I want to do!?!? Then what?? I'm just so confused... ( Read more... )