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[sinyra]

yah know.... i'm never emotional, but lately, I have been. I think it's because KC's leaving for a month and I really care and he doesn't seem to mind that he won't see me or anything. We had a conversation about it and he was like, "well it's freashman year of college and I don't wanna take things to the next level. I mean, if we did, it's be like

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[sinyra]

sigh. well i girued out what's going on...he "really really doen't want a girlfriend right now" so essentially he's scared and then combine that with going away for a month and that there are like, three others girls that he knows like him...so he's being stupid.....so essentially i'm like, yeah we can still be casual and not "official"...but if things sty this way after break i might change my mind....