it did not come off wrong. there is alot of information missing, and they had alot missing, i told the people in charge of everything at the church, and no one else, as i just could not admit it after they turned me away. the church friends were told i had had sex outside of marriage, and i had lost the part of me that stood up for myself. so my understanding of their thought process was that i just wanted to leave church, not that i was getting kicked. that is still not anywhere near the whole of it, but that would take a very long time, and probably way tmi, i just think they should have gotten the whole story, and just because i failed them, and myself, back then, does not mean i should continue to fail them now.
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it seem odd to go back to someplace that appears to have given up on you just when you might have needed them.
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the church friends were told i had had sex outside of marriage, and i had lost the part of me that stood up for myself. so my understanding of their thought process was that i just wanted to leave church, not that i was getting kicked.
that is still not anywhere near the whole of it, but that would take a very long time, and probably way tmi, i just think they should have gotten the whole story, and just because i failed them, and myself, back then, does not mean i should continue to fail them now.
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