Apr 24, 2004 22:31
emmas party
*everyone was really happy.. which got to me.
*watched philips pants be ripped off *nice ass =)
*danced around
*felt as if i was trying too hard to fit in
*gave up
*sat by myself
oh look, it's 10.
*leaves
I love you just the same Emma <3
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*gave up
*sat by myself"
you're not getting sympathy from this direction. If you feel that fucking miserable. Get diagnosed. I honestly don't think things are that bad. I think you thrive on attention. Attention you don't get at home or anywheres else. You also feel the need to think you're different. Well you're not. I think you should dig inside and find your real self. Not this replica of everyone else. I think it's time to grow up. And I know that I don't have to read you journal. I'm just hoping that maybe you'll take this to heart and help yourself before you get burned really bad later on.
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