Ok, so im tired. This week is puttin the pressure on me. I have a lot of stuff due this week, and little time for me to complete it. But thats not really it. My sister's car blew a piston because she never told me her oil light was soming on so her engine is ruined. Although i thought perhaps she might be forced into a new routine that may infact ( Read more... )

Just as it says, I'm broke as hell. I spent way more then i should have this year and now im just coming to terms with the loss in my ass pocket area. Gah, it was worth it though, dont get me wrong, i dont regret spending the money, but fuckin A! Ah...i need to get back to work. Or something. I'm never going to get a new vehical at this rate. :P Oh ( Read more... )

I love mo' money. (inside joke, feel free to ask for the story) :D ( Read more... )

Ok, im going to warn you now, there is pry going to be a fair share of whinning in this. You have been warned.

Any how may i start by just saying that lately i have been getting really depressed frequently lately. I mean, at work i get exhausted and i come home and feel awkward just being here. I hardly see my parents any more, and when i do its ( Read more... )

Beeeeeeeep :)

lol, sorry, im way happy, this weekend has gone far too well in a very big part of mylife and i thought i would share my thoughts...

beeeep :)

This was my thoughts of last night. It was really quick because i was afraid to say too much, but after i read my anger i didn't want to delete it so i just set it to private. I figure i can put it on here in its entirety seeing as how only maybe 2 people read my crap any way. So for the sake of at least one person, here is my blog post.

"Welp, ( Read more... )

I brought it on myself. I feel bipolar. A series of forgetting and remembering, remembering and surpressing, surpressing and laughing. This worked just fine for a large portion of my life until i found someone who i care about. I feel terrible. I cant even see her to talk to her. I cant even see her to explain. I want to unload all of my thoughts ( Read more... )

Man, i hate to bitch and moan but i've had a lot on my mind, and usually it just kinda sinks into the back of my mind but today (and well the past week or so on and off) has just been bothering the fuck out of me. I swear, i know im smart and i at least have good idea of what im doing at school, but when i keep getting bitched at told that im never ( Read more... )

I have an odd record of having two part dreams at night. Not that i ever remember a large number of those dreams, but on the rare occation i do, they tend to have 2 totally different parts. Such as last night. I didnt even remember i had a dream until i got out of bed and heard my dad stressing out and my mom yelling pretty stern. In which case my ( Read more... )

Ok, for once i'm gonna cut all the bullshit out of this. I (on a normal basis) would be at least partially witty and charming, but i can't stop the (well, for lack of a better word) screaming in my head. To be quite honest i'm getting pulled in all sorts of directions. I (as well as many other people im sure) have parts of me i dont talk about, i.e ( Read more... )