wow i have been so busy. some crazy shit has been happening. ally and i are happier than ever and things honestly couldnt be better. lately we have been trying to find a video game that we both can play. luckily she likes this old game from psone and i dont think its that bad so now we can play a game together. on top of that, she has been reading ( Read more... )

i love my girlfriend so what are you going to do about it....fucker!?

what is is though. well dave has me pissed, but no worries its all good. im tight. i can honestly say that i am so happy, i feel bad cuz no one that i know is this happy right now, well save one other person. and its a nice feeling to know that you are finnaly on the right path and your life is truly begining. yesterday was the worst day of my life ( Read more... )

oh and i forgot to say that last night ally and i went to oldtown. went under the bridge and took some pictures. it was so cool. then we went up to the red eye, grabbed some hot chocolate and then smoked a bowl and went home. it really was so much fun.

well today emily called me and i felt bad i was sorta mean to her, but it was because she pissed me off from the jump. the second thing she says to me is are you high? i was so fucking pissed. but i handled it well, maybe not in her eyes, but if i had unleased all the rage that i truly felt, it would me ov. any way i have been happier lately than i ( Read more... )

so with every minute that passes, my life becomes more complicated. but dont worry, because i am truly happy, i feel content. i can only think of one thing going on in my life that i would absolutely change. and even then im not concerned about it because its in the works anyway. i just feel on top of the world. i know its cliche but i dont care. ( Read more... )

alright i know its been a little longer than an hour. i talked to ally last night and i talked to her this morining. and im going to call her at 4. i miss her. so i just got back from ricatho's house. he gave me a cd of this comedian that we used to listen to when we were younger. its fucking halarious. anyway i cant wait to watch fragglerock with ( Read more... )

so i just figured out that the reason that i have been making so many posts is because alley is gone. with her absence i still feel the need to express my emotion and my live journal is the most convienient way to do that. so ill post again in about an hour i have some things to do right now.

well i woke up at the ass crack of dawn (10:20) to take dave to work. un-lucky. after that i went to chill with tyler and he was nice enough to buy me gas and some newports. and i gave him his christmas present and he gave me mine. then we went to spend our gift cards. i bought ally her journal. thank you coo peeps who told me where to go for it, ( Read more... )

so i tried to call alley-o today and her father answered and asked me an ass load of questions about her and i. un fucking lucky cuz i lied to him about how i feel about her and i dont know what she has told him and this always happens. like durring the first month i was with em we got caught in a huge lie with her father. it fucking sucks. anyway ( Read more... )