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[sir_messiah_]

Can't sleep

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[xxhardcorecoldx]

Miah, it shouldn't matter any more.
You want Kristen and you guys want to be together.
If you truly want to be with Kristen then you won't care about me anymore.
If you want to be with her.

[sir_messiah_]

and what do you know of what i want?
you fucked me jill
don't you see that?
and your actions tell me that you really don't care
it hurts more than anything
more than what i've done to myself
and as far as me calling you shit
you desever it
you do
that's what gets to me the most
you think your the "victim" in all this
and if you don't you sure as shit act like it
I'm not a victim
I never wanted to be

What the fuck do you think I really want Jillian???

[xxhardcorecoldx]

I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT YOU WANT!
You won't leave Kristen because you are scared she will kill herself.
Yet you tell others different things.
I never said I was the victim.
I told people I felt bad.
I told people I got what I deserve.
They know I'm miserable with Bobby but thats my punishment.
I have accepted that.
I'm just going to finish school and then leave.
No one will even have to repeat my name.

[sir_messiah_]

"Miah, it shouldn't matter any more"
but it will to me always