Out to Pam's and Denni's house for Stephie's open house.I for once wasn't touching the keg, that is untill Ryan relised it.Well I tried.I drank untill I was wasted enought to go swimming(something I haven't done sence that one day Jillian, Sarah, myself, and ummm someone else tripp'd in the park).Ryan and Stephie pasted out at 9:00 so I called Dave ( Read more... )

My girlfriend wasn't here today so I spend a lager part of it crying ( Read more... )

We went to see a movie with Matt and Jolene.
Oh my god that movie was the worst thing I've ever seen.
The Village was better
really

I need to get away from everyone.
Everyone.

You make me want want to blow up the fucking world when you talk like that.
IF YOU STILL CARE WHY DO YOU JUST STAND AND DO NOTHING ABOUT IT????
I've gone back to you every time I could.
I do love you.
I always will.
But sometimes I wonder what you really want.

What the fuck??

My head.

I just want to be happy.

It's the end of an era.My mother left today with with my sister, off to Airzona. To start a new life.Away from this town, these people,and my dad...I've never seen him like this.Ever.I fear for him....deeply ( Read more... )

I took it too far.
I have a way of doing that too things.
Like everything
I became so sick of being myself, this will have to do as some kind of release.
From my habits

Thus
I pick up
and start again
this is life

get over it *wink*