( My day. )

and now i feel worse.

i figure i should post and vent about all that is going on. i bit of more than i could chew in this big cookie called life. i had to drop my math class because i was getting to behind, and it was weird because i actually was enjoying a math class for the math part. i am in the musical and have the largest role i have ever had in a theatrical ( Read more... )

i am hoping for the best. i don't know what else to say. hoping for the best.
probably to no avail, but oh well.

randy + total gym + diet + wink = girls up onz
soon...
hopefully...
probably not...
we shall see...
*hopes*

why do all the best storms have to be at night? i love going out and watching storms, especially the lightning. but the worst thing about night storms is when there is a blackout that shorts out my alarm clock, and i wake up at 11:00 A.M. rather than 8:00 A.M. and miss my math class where we were having a quiz. Oh well, he drops the lowest quiz ( Read more... )

someone help me stay motivated to lose weight... i want to so bad; but it is so damn hard since i am the only one profiting from my own weight loss. therefore if i fail, the only one i let down is me. no one is going to say, "i wont be your friend if you don't lose weight" or anything like that. so it always goes, and will always be ( Read more... )

one of my least favorite things is when you have something that you want more than you have ever wanted anything, but you cant have. I do realize that it happens to everyone, but it never seems like it. i only see it when it happens to me. Call me selfish, but i give, and i give a lot. but they say, "it is better to give than to receive." Which is ( Read more... )

just letting the world know i am still alive!! just doing house work, since i don't have a job yet. mom and dad have graciously decided to pay me for the crappy work that they don't want to do. well hooray for that. i'll try to write in this thing more often, but without the great OC LAN the internet is a pain. well goodbye for now.

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