so, due to the popular request of one person, i figured id update my journal. I am back at school, and having a bitchin time. I am in two plays, and upset about some of the casting choices. the directors could have had two shows that were beyond amazing but they chose to make it mediocre. i don't know why, but wish it wasn't. i am just hoping ( Read more... )

I always seem to forget that this site is here, oh well. Im back at college i got a cool suite. im ready for a kick ass year. im really tired. oh well. i think i might minor in spanish. this has been a review of the last month.... man am i ever worthless.

life tends to confuse me quite a bit. i dont get why i am the way i am. i get tired of being me. so many times i ask myself "what is the big plan for my life?" and i really wish that i could find out so i can get with it. there are plenty of things i want to do but it always seems that no one is in favor of what i want to do accept me. it can get ( Read more... )

I tend to have multiple dreams, then i usually only remember the last one, this morning i had a dream that my dog was playing in a field around a drainage ditch then she slipped and fell in. i saw that she had broken her leg and freaked out. i tried to call 911 but since it was a dream i couldnt press the right numbers. So i pick her up and take ( Read more... )

im doing good, at least im better than yesterday. not to much to say, i have to clean my room. maybe ill type more later.

So yeah, girls piss me right off. But only to a certain degree, i see all these girls that last semester i asked out and they "didn't have time for a boyfriend" or "just don't feel like dating" But then the next time i see them, one has a boyfriend(who happens to be one of my good friends[sucks even more]) Another one is FRIKIN' ENGAGED!?!? yeah no ( Read more... )

Class is something that makes only pseudo sense to me. Sure we go because we are suppose to learn, but what if I allready know what I'm suppose to learn? I'm paying lots of money to be told what I all ready know. Its like my parents scolding me, but I have to pay them to do it.
just venting my built up thoughts.