fuck you I'm durnk

Just got from work early. Had thoughts of my dad on my mind all day. Got worse at work I got really upset. The managers were understanding and let me come home early. I wish I could take the past year back and be here at home with my dad. Brad the one grill cook that's normally an ass to me said he'd close for me. He didn't know about my dad and ( Read more... )

Well last week had it's ups and downs. I hope this next week goes well. I plan on going to Pittsburgh friday :) I hope I can. I was up til 6 this morning trying to burn my dvd, but like always computers hate me and it wouldn't work. Oh well time to go buy more blank dvds and sit around here all day trying to do this. I need to work out today though ( Read more... )

I just want to say my respect has dropped in some people a lot. You guys have disappointed me and you know who you are.

Just woke up and wow did I have some weird ass dreams. Oh well some of it was good. I don't get how some people are can be inconsiderate, not serious, and fuck things up when they have something good. Oh well not my problem. Last night I was called to come into work for tonight but I'll get sunday off so that should be cool. I'm hoping to get the ( Read more... )

stab me, was pissed so I left jimmys, I hate people, good night.

I've been fairly busy lately. Working a lot. Sunday I had to be there at 8am after closing saturday night, that sucked. Then had a mental breakdow from thinking about all of the shit going on in my life and mainly my Dad. Also had to unload a truck at work so that kinda sucked. I came home and ate with the family though then took a nap and hungout ( Read more... )

I could barely sleep last night. I kept having bad dreams after bad dreams of things hasn't happened to me like that before. In other news I have today and tomorrow off so hopefully I'll get to do something. And also I'm happy now as it gets closer to Halloween. I don't know what it is but I've always loved October since Halloween occurs and just ( Read more... )

I'm bored, cold and lonely. God Damnit! My bed is so close and tempting but I just wish I had someone to share it with :( eh oh well.

God owes me more and more each day. Someone is always taken from me it seems. I miss my dad more and more each day. I can't feel anymore. I feel like a fucking movie villain or something. Emotion was drained from me September 12th I want to know what sun feels like on my skin again, happiness and joy. People try to make me feel better and I ( Read more... )