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[sirah]

so onto an update. i got my scarf back, so thanks for saying i should i probably wouldn't have just cause of the whole thing. anyways. i talked to my friend...D. today. i kinda wasn't talking to him because of a situation he put me in that he knew i wouldn't agree with..etc. anyways, today was the first time i talked to him in a week. actually i

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[jenniferlove]

hey girl. you've been very strong. that's very impressive. i'm proud of you!
ne who. you may be anemic, i'm not sure how it's spelled. my mom had it. its like a low blood count..or red cell. something like that. it makes you extremely tired.
you still at bloomsburg or did you move back to maine? i know the doctors here in PA suck big time. they couldn't figure out what was wrong with my grandma..she had a big freakin tumor in her head. ne who..i had lived in florida at the time and she was visiting..my dad had taken her to the doctor and he knew instantly.
look into it?!

[sirah]

well they have tested my iron in the past and i'm just a tiny bit below what is normal so that hasn't been it. and i'm in maine and i usualy love my doctor i see but i hate hearing "i dont know" from a doctor...oh well. we'll see. and thanks for the support!

[everydayhate]

wow sarah, i had the same thing happen to me in sept./oct of 2003 when Alex and I broke up all could do was sleep all day, i would go to work and have to leave early because i could not even make i through the day, i was just so overwhlemed with everything.. but this was also happening before the breakup anyways, but i went to the doctors and they tested me for mono, it came back neg. then they did all sorts of tests and found it was chronic fatigue syndrom, on top of being anemic. they told me just to take some OTC iron pills and take some time off work. so i ended up taking those pills for a while, and i took 3 weeks of off work. all in the all the pills worked, and the time off was great.. but then once i went back to work it started to happen all over. it just comes and goes now. i guess its just something i have to live with now :/

[sirah]

yea she asked me if it was depression. in my head i was saying "i'm not the doctor!!!" you tell me. but it sucks, i mean maybe i'll come out of it once summer comes and theres more of an oppurtunity to be outside.

ps. be grateful you are missing yet another snow storm! 14-20 inches. AH!

[everydayhate]

oh yeh they also thought mine could have been mild depression, but she asked me a few questions and it was ruled out pretty fast, which was a good thing, since i didn't want to be concidered "depressed" over a break up. but hopefully once summer rolls around(if at all) things will get better for you, I know for me it usally does and I start to feel better,

oh yeh I'm so happy that I'm not in another snow storm!

[platinumvixen]

I don't mean to pry but IMO it sounds like it could be mild depression-- dysthymia, maybe? I get that from time to time, with similar symptoms, including being tired and having a hard time concentrating. I also saw in your other post you mentioned exercising which might help, as it does for me.. but it would be totally normal and understandable if you were maybe depressed after everything that happened, so it's something to consider.

[sassymolly]

That really sucks that not only is Bobby a jerk and liar, but Nate took his side. :( As for the health issues, I'm not sure what it could be. It might be chronic fatigue or fibromyalgia. It also could be mild depression as someone else suggested. It's so annoying to go to the doctor and not get an answer though! My dad felt sick for a few months, from like November until January, so he went to the doctor. The doctor didn't find anything wrong. The same thing happened to him a couple years ago! Luckily he feels better now. Maybe you can get more tests done?? I don't know, I hope they give you an answer though!