My Apoligies

[siralan187]

Ok, i didnt have time to properly say sorry to the people that i may have hurt last night by being depress. yeah, beleive it or not i was depressed. I guess i cant be chipper and happy 24-7 like everyone thinks that i can. But everyone who knows me knows that unless you severly hurt me, i get over things rather quickly. So im better and i want to

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[dragontamer]

Ok hun I prolly shouldn't be writing this but ts I am anyways. And warning Im not in the best of moods so this prolly wont come out as nicely as it would if I was being the "normal" me. Ok? Good glad thats covered. You know for a fact that if anything EVER happened to you like 10 billion ppl (atleast) would be soo worried about you. I understand having to hide all the negative emotions n all (ok, I guess most ppl do) so dont let it get you down. Right now I should prolly be saying some of that in the mirror, but oh well, dont worry about it! World would be a worse place if everyone only focused on the negative.. and now I feel a poem coming on, so if I can find my poetry book.. well.. cya.. *Me*

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[siralan187]

well not to be depressing or anything, which im not in that mood, but i doubt that 10 billion people would be worried about me... id say like maybe 15 at the most, would be worried. And thats my thing.... The world is hell... plain and simple, why should i be down and bring other people with me? half of the people i know are depressed as it is. I think im here to bring people up. I have like hardly any negative emotions (that i show) and i like to keep it that way.... i get over bad things quickly, and i make peole laugh.... even if its at me. i dont care. but every once in a while it just builds up and i gotta let it out.... thats what happened the other night. bad thing is that there is so much to let out that it can become dangerious... thats why i like to be alone when it happens so i dont hurt someone. bad thing is that i could end up hurting myself....... even killing myself for it.... so i just gotta be careful thats all.......

damn..... long reply.........