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[sirbryanthelion]

I love it when people leave anonymous comments and call you out about things that they don't even understand.

I expand my mind while they close theirs. Perhaps they are jealous that I have seen, felt, and done more, in reality and in the subconscious, than they can even dream.

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come back to earth

[dollface001]

being unusually thoughtfull because of drugs doesn't count as truly expanding your mind, just altering it with surreal effects. if you truly had an open mind, you wouldn't need that shit to be creative. my mind is more open than yours could ever be.
I see everything beautiful and true.
I feel things consciously, subconsciously, and unconsciously with pain, suffering, joy, anger. I do it all in the real world.
I don't just dream, I live my dreams, with my mind clear and honest.
My feelings for you are the complete opposite of jealousy.
I pity you.

Re: come back to earth

[sirbryanthelion]

I think you have the impression that I rely on drugs to see/feel what I have in the subconscious, to be creative, and to really see life. To that I would have to say no. Most of my poetry is written while I am sober and reflecting on life. I trip to get a different perspective on things, such as writing, that's all. It's neither recreational, nor an addiction, just introspection. I don't need it to write. I too live in the real world, I feel everything that you mentioned above, and I'm able to appreciate all of it. I too see the world's beauty.

Re: come back to earth

[dollface001]

I'm glad you see things clearly, too.
I'm not saying those things you do are always bad, but I just don't want you to fall into the habit of doing them to expand your mind, and thinking it's the only way.
I myself am very much into alcohol, not the best thing to do, but I am.
I didn't mean to sound like some prude, but from what you have written in your journals, it seems like you get your creativity from the drugs.
I'm sorry you never felt like you could be yourself around me, but I wish you would have. People usually don't have that problem with me.
Keep living life the way that makes you happy, just don't overdo what you may not be able to control later on.

-heather

Re: come back to earth

[sirbryanthelion]

I understand what you are saying. It is important to use things in moderation, for too much of something leads to problems.
I know that drugs are not the only way to lead to expansion, in fact, I do meditate and such while sober as well.
Also, I don't think you're a prude. I'm glad I finally know who has been leaving those anonymous comments and I kept wondering who it was, perhaps it was several people, I don't know. At least it shows that some people are a little concerned about my life. I just wish there was a possiblity of you and I burying the hatchet and getting along together, hell even become friends, I don't know. What do you say?