It's been a very long time since I've actually written anything in this. I don't remember why I decided to come back and post very quickly on livejournal ( Read more... )

My cousin tried to kill herself today. It was like having a flashback gangbang. It really sucked.

From what I've seen of the previews I have come to the following review for this movie which I have not seen and probably won't see ( Read more... )

I think... I think I might be evolving. I haven't been able to sleep for more than 2-3 hours at a time for the last several weeks. What have I been doing all night? I read, I read and read and read and read and read and watch educational videos and read some more. Then I close my eyes for 2-3 hours and then get up and go to work. And I'm perfectly ( Read more... )

A couple of weeks ago I woke up at 5am in the morning with my bedroom a mess and in the darkness I had a vision of a depressed little capuchin monkey waking up and buttoning his little coat and putting on his little hat with this look on his face that said he wished he had died in his sleep, and the next best thing that could happen to him that day ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about getting someone to write me a prescription for Ritalin or other drugs of the same knot. You see, I've been doing some research and apparently those kinds of drugs taken by normal people don't really have any negative side-effects. Those people got smarter and were able to complete complex mental tasks that they weren't able to do ( Read more... )

They need to rename Halloween to "Slutty looking girl day 1/365".

I don't know where to begin ( Read more... )

4 more days.

I'll always remember you, love. RIP.

I'm not sure how to even write out how I feel. I feel betrayed. Hurt. Calloused. Empty. I just want to cry, but I can't. I feel so used.