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[sircro3]

it's been a while. feels like 100 years. i don't really know what i want to say in this lj entry, i just felt like writing, so that's what i'm doing. my sister, Ashleigh, died two weeks ago. that has been the ruling force in my life since then. now i'm back at school and i don't really know where i am. i don't really want to be here because i feel

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[ocherdraco]

"I feel like my everything is too much for a therapist and the minute i start getting into the deeper stuff they're going to want to either medicate me or send me to another therapist/psychiatrist because there's SO much wrong with me"

Maybe that's the first thing you should tell the therapist when you meet-- especially if that's the way you always feel about it. And if you need someone to talk to without fear of medication or buck passing, you're always welcome to come talk to me. I'll listen to everything you can dish out, if it helps...

i'm always here for you

[anonymous]

i'm always here for you, i promise.
some crazy stuff has gone on in my life this year, too. i know a bit about loss. i know a bit about living with the every day, and how things can't cheer you up like they used to, because reality gets in the way.
i know a bit.
and i'll listen a lot.

-Caroline