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So I don't think that I'm going to be able to go to cc tonight. My roomate is going to see Van Helsing with her man. Dammit, I really wanted to go also. She's going on Saturday but she is going to stay with him so I won't have a ride back to Ham Town. And I have to work on Sunday. Which is cool cause on Mom's Day everyone will want to eat ribs. I'm ( Read more... )

so i'm not feeling too good. my throat hurts and i'm coughing. stupid cigarettes ( Read more... )

My life is so crazy. Things with Jay didn't work out as planned. He is , in a way very immature. He is very much in love with his X. I don't want to pursue someone who is in love with somebody else. Then I looked to my side and there is Rafael. He is attractive, smart, and responsible. The only thing is that he is black. I'm not racist in any way( ( Read more... )

So I think I think I'm going crazy from lack of sex. I haven't seen Danny in days and it's not that I miss him, I miss fucking him. Last night at the club I was raging horomones. I swear I wanted to fuck 20 guys at least. But the problem with that place is everyone is too scared to come up to somebody and introduce themselves. Like you have to be ( Read more... )

I am going to kick this kid at my works ass. He fucks up my orders and says its my fault. And he is talking shit about the kid I'm seeing Just because he is Bosnian. I think Danny is going to kill him. Well hopefully not cause he would get in trouble for that. I really want to see him today but I think he's working. And Xaina and I are going to go ( Read more... )

Well my first day of abstinence is going alright. I miss it but I know that if I fuck this up that's it. They will send me to prison. And if I go there I'll go to prison. And that doesn't ever sound fun. But I had a good day. This girl Staci that I met made me dinner. Steak and mac& cheese. This girl is very cute and pregnant. She has only sleep ( Read more... )

I thought that i would have had more time to get clean, but that didn't happen. I have to go to probation and if I drop dirty it is a good possibility that i go away for up to 2 years. I got anoyher job tonight now I work at Jet's Pizza and the 3* BarBQ in Hamtramck. It's good money and I like working there. I start Jet's tomorrow.training. And I ( Read more... )

I love my job. I love living in Hamtramck. What I love about it is hearing all the different languages. I work with this Polish lady named Margie. She has the cutest accent and she is so nice. We have this little old Mastadonia lady who washes our dishes and she can't speak English but she is so nice. She brought me this little pastry. I did really ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I worked and it was extremely fufilling. I made some money which is always the good thing to do. Then Adam came by to drop off some stuff of mine that he had. He wanted us to get back together and that was just not going to happen. But through of conversation I relized what went wrong. The problem was never him or anything he did (though ( Read more... )