alright i'm going straight edge from now on, including no black coffee after 12 at night.

xx.

p.s. okay let's make it like 1.

okay, so some really creepy things have been happening to me ( Read more... )

contrary to what i expected, i don't have much to say, actually. basically, the transition has been overall pretty good...and definitely a lot of fun. it horrifies me that i have to begin doing work this weekend. i was never really good at that type of thing ( Read more... )

i was cold last night, driving home right after sunset with the windows down and norah jones lamenting the loss of summer days. so yes, i did cry a little as well. that was probably the hardest day yet, and the build-up finally sunk in. i realized a long time ago i'm not so good at change, and it seems i'm even worse at goodbye.

xx.

my mother, after delia called me this morning: "sarah, you should really contract your 'circle of friends'. i mean, your father and i hate going out these days. all friends do is talk about useless things to one another. do something interesting with life instead ( Read more... )

before bed last night i had a bit of an internal struggle as to whether to read anna karenina or my entire (and it's a lot) berenstein bears collection. i think we all know who won out in the end. that's what you get, leo, for making your wife copy war and peace six times by hand: completely dominated by a group of cookie-baking, slumber-party- ( Read more... )

so, today i turn eighteen years old. while on several levels this is nice, i.e. no more illegal driving, this also unfortunately means i am considered an adult, which is a title i don't at all feel sufficiently prepared to carry. if you think about it, 18 is a pretty large, as far as numbers go.

incidentally, (<=i'm still trying to learn how to ( Read more... )

blaha!

xx.

well, here i am with only THREE days of high school left. although i look back at things like this: http://www.livejournal.com/users/siren47/18969.html and am a little sad, i'm not nearly as traumatized as i was last year. i guess i feel less like i'm being left ( Read more... )

oh boy does it feel like a while ( Read more... )