1. What time did you get up this morning? 11:00 ( Read more... )

Do you know who I am? Really, does anyone truly know who I am? I don’t think so, because I never show my true self anymore. Why you may ask? Simple, my true self is dying. I am being taken over by the evil within me. I know that it is happening, but I make no effort to stop it. Why, because it is easier than opening up again. To open up is to put ( Read more... )

Wow, it always seems to amaze me that just as my darkness is about to conquer me, my friends pick then to save me from it. It tooks all of two days. I bet you are all wondering what happened on my birthday. Well, first I went to work at about 10pm on the 14th. Vanessa bought me two drinks, and Jack and Coke and a Buttery Nipple. We hung out until ( Read more... )

I had a lot of time to think today, and a lot came up. My 21st birthday is coming up, and I was really wishing to be able to talk to my friends about it. But it seems that only one has cared to do anything about it. I have been feeling very much alone these past couple of weeks. But I have realized something very important, I have always been alone ( Read more... )

Four days. Four days until my 21st birthday. I guess I should be happy, I should be excited that I get to drink legally. But I'm not. What did I give up when I started cutting? I feel like part of me is dead already. Part of me is happy to be in Atlanta. But another part of me dies a little more everyday. I realized that of my best friends, I will ( Read more... )

YOUR SENIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL SURVEY ( Read more... )

You Are A Chestnut Tree


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I just received horrible news. My aunt Miya just found out she has cancer. Why does it have to be her? I'm just in total shock right now. I made 150 today at work, and I barely care. This just isn't fair. She was the one adult besides my parents that I could really talk to. They are thinking of doing a bone marrow transplant. I definitely will ( Read more... )

            I love you. Those are the words that anyone in a relationship wants to hear. It means, in that person’s eyes, the person that means the most to them feels the same way. Honestly, those words have lost meaning now. Only half the people that say it mean it. And of those that mean it, even fewer truly understand what it means to be in love ( Read more... )

What is your name?: Dennis ( Read more... )