Trying and Failing

[sirmusashi]

In trying to create a simple and informal night to be social with my friends....Instead with I have created with it's utter social failure, a gigantic mental roadblock

Comments

[kaji_sensei]

Any way to lend a hand?

[sirmusashi]

Uhh not unless you know a good psychologist...Or know how to hypnotize people out of insecurities over the internet :O

[kaji_sensei]

Can't help with the psychologist, however I can recommend some excellent books that have done a great deal to help me overcome my own insecurities if you're interested.

[sirmusashi]

Oh wow that would be great actually. Thank you.

[kittywolf13]

I'm sorry about it...its just things are really really complicated at the moment. and i cant even talk about it. :( I may be able to say after monday...maybe not. It all depends on how things pan out and if there will be legal matters involved.

I would have loved to have come really. But im doing all i can to support the other half during all of this shit. and then yesterday i was taken to a family dinner i knew nothing of. :(

So im sorry to be so busy. maybe sometime next week will be better...after we figure some things out. :( and well im pretty sure manda was working since shes been stuck with closing shifts.

Please dont be upset. Dont take it personally. I should have at least sent a message. my fault...i is bad! :( :(

[sirmusashi]

ahhh no I don't take it personally! T_T
I just wanted to get this off my chest.
I'm a nut job right now and yesterday I probably could have made everything better just by calling some one but I was so damn paralyzed with literally nauseating psychosis that I couldn't do it o.o

No one "let me down" I just suck at planning get togethers is all! Really!

[kittywolf13]

and that last message was obviously me. O_O;;