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Last whining for a while *knock on wood*
For he last several years no matter how awful work got and how miserable getting up at 6am was I always thought, "at least you're not in school ( Read more... ) -
so we truly, officially, own the house now
it should be cleaned and carpeted within two weeks BUT my mom has delayed fixing the second floor bathroom for another week. but even then im so TIRED OF THIS HELLISH APARTMENT and the YELLING AT 2AM (why do terribe neighbors stay up so late??) and the weed smell EVERY NIGHT that gives me headaches when i wake up and the lack of a shower and the ( Read more... ) -
Officially started mood tracking today
I really need to make this a habit, I feel hideously anxious and nothing's even happening. If I don't make a to-do list I worry about what I forgot. If I do make a to-do list I worry about what's on it. Even when I've done everything I worry about eventually having to do more! And as many as two days ago I was feeling great (considering the ( Read more... ) -
Lately I've been thinking a lot about "becoming someone"
How so much of my life has been preparation for the Someone I planned to be. How I ocasionally came close to touching that person, and the fear I felt, and the inevitable retreat into the cool waters of anonymity. I could have easily gotten a decent following, a group of friends, any small attention through a few tricks I've learned over the years ( Read more... ) -
Well
I'm not loving my life right now but I'm truly, sincerely looking forward to something in the immediate future and that's pretty rare.
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Got an A on my first class woohoo!
I think I have a good chance on getting straight As in everything but this ridiculously strict class (its supposed to be entry level but it demands a 4 hour test and doesnt accept ANY late work lol). I'm aiming for a C in that one...still if I pull this off I've got a better average than I left school with years ago. Wish me luck.... -
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