I don't understand this game anymore... i had a dream last nite and "she" was there and all was ok.... and we hugged and talked and what-not.... and everyone was happy.... but i awake and realize that it can only happen in dreams not here in reality... love can't survive the harshnesses of reality.... though many try.... it always fails at sum ( Read more... )

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"and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles its a very very
mad world"
~Mad World by Gary Jules

[ .01. ] first name: Jason ( Read more... )

wow... so yeah today was a complete work day... nuthing but work... and now i get home to my dying mother and she tells me of her appointment in new haven, connecticut and how the doctorts can't operate on her (interuption by mother... 30mins later) omg i can't do this... i can watch this... my mom is suffering so much and i can't do shit... oh ( Read more... )

wow i'm quite suicidal right now... and my head hurts... today was a pretty kewl with meggie and all but..... the second movie we saw really fucked me up and yeah my head hurts and i want to tear my eyes out but yeah i'm a pussy... ok the prob was the prom scene... and all i could think about was the senior prom and how much fun it was and how ( Read more... )

If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12 hour fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

woo wee that fits for everyone on my list lol

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it seems that these days i get to be soo happy but at the same time eveything here at the home life is turning to crap... so wat do i do now... i vent.. vent on the unexpecting reader... ok the prob right now is i have been subconsciously aware of the crap goin down in my house but the meds have helped me to deny it and not think about it... but ( Read more... )

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 54% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Dutifulness ||||||||| 22% Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| ( Read more... )