Reality Bites!

[sisk99]

Have you ever just had one of those moments when reality slaps you in the face? You know those kind of moments when you have the realization that something you believed was true or what not turns around and kicks you in the ass?? Well welcome to my world!!! I swear I tried to believe that words were true and that all in all I was cared about....

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[urlachersgurl]

I know the begining of this entry has something to do with me so Before you go feeling bad for yourself and making this an "I'm not good enough, and he's more important to her than I am, I'm alsways second" drama. I need you to remember vegas will cost me close to 1000 and camping will be 100. I don't know what to do with either of you. The thing that bothers me the most is that if I choose to go with you and not Chris, Chris wouldnt make me feel bad about it. It's not that I don't want to go, Shit I LOVE Vegas you know that. I would love to drop a grand like it was nothing and be there for you. But I CANNOT justify spending all the extra money I have, the one time I have extra money. Why should I blow money like that? I need to stay here for MY OWN WELL BEING. I will never be able to move out of here if I continue to blow any extra money that comes in. I'm sorry I can't go with you. I would love to. I can't spend the money. This has NOTHING to do with you, Chris, Alissa, or Mike....it only has to do with ME. I know what