this morning, the 6 ton mass of nothing was taken off my chest.

do you realize?
do you understand?

before you build your kingdom in my hands,
i think you should know, theyre made of sand.

when the winds of change come, all youve built will be blown to the ground.

once something dies, you cant make it live.

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gossip is as good as gospel in this town.

You say that I treat you like a book on a shelf. I don't take you out that often because I know that I completed you and that's why you are here. That's the reason why you stay here. How awful that must feel. You said you would be my dream I could have you every night and if, by morning, I'd forgotten you, well, no big deal, it would be all right ( Read more... )

my priorities are straighter then any drunken line you'll ever walk.
face it sweet pea.
youre pathetic.
youre a waste.
it was once the girl or the bottle.
you fucked that up.
hows that bottle treating you?
you can keep banging... but its done.
no more sound will come out of you.
youre as meaningless as the day i left.

still hasnt started.
yet it needs to come to an end.

truth came in the form of cards last night.
the board showed us no sign of anything after this charade.

you were gorgeous this morning.
the "hurry home" is wonderful everyday.

no note taking tomorrow.
no filing friday.

ive got it made these next 4 days.

i have been glorified.

walking with only one crutch isnt easy.

hint.

all i want is an arm around me,
and a voice telling me "its okay sweetheart, this will be okay. youll see."

is that what i get?
nah.
i get a "What the hell are you doing writing him back?"

im breahting.
whys that always wrong to you?

every single one of you.

and she flatlines.
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