yesterday I was working, shut my computer off and it was time to bother the great outdoors. David and I went outside and I starting raking the leaves
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I am not moving back..I miss it though. We are visting my DH's family.
I have to say that I don't think I will ever "be out of the woods" if that makes sense. I have to fight my history and what has been taught. It is a daily battle, but I think that somehow through everything I went though, I got not only to know what is wrong but also not carry it out.
I wish that for my parents, it is too late now at this point for reconciliation...but I wish for them the knowledge. Things would have turned out differently if they hadn't started with my son, because I forgave them.
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That's a great story, and it must feel wonderful to know you aren't raising your son in a family culture of fear.
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I have to say that I don't think I will ever "be out of the woods" if that makes sense. I have to fight my history and what has been taught. It is a daily battle, but I think that somehow through everything I went though, I got not only to know what is wrong but also not carry it out.
I wish that for my parents, it is too late now at this point for reconciliation...but I wish for them the knowledge. Things would have turned out differently if they hadn't started with my son, because I forgave them.
I am lucky I didn't end up with an asshole too.
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