i need to get this thesis done. but i just haven't the drive. or the heart. or whatever. i don't know how i'm to get this done in indiana. i shouldn't have moved so soon. but i just couldn't stay in florida any longer ( Read more... )

i am awake. it's two in the morning. why the fuck am i awake? it's not like i slept all day. i woke up at 10 am. it's not like i chugged caffeine all day. i had half a cup of green tea in the morning. and yet....i'm still awake ( Read more... )

moving is such a hassle. especially if you have no help. like me. i've been doing all the packing and bubble-wrapping and all i can say is NEVER AGAIN. though i could just be spouting words like that lady after the holocaust ( Read more... )

people get online so i can talk to you!! i'm bored!

i'm avoiding writing. i hate it so much. i can only stand a few sentences at most at a time. not even that mostly. it makes me hungry, writing. well, my thesis at least. i feel like i should just go the library and work my ass off. i wouldn't be tempted by food if i went to panera or something. but then, what happens when i need to go to the potty ( Read more... )

dude, so i had this dream. Dr. Warren was in it, i was collecting feces. And it was for a class, vaguely. So I'm sitting there with a bunch of people that I don't really know, and the front of the classroom turned into stage and Justin Timberlake was performing. then of course, mandi was sitting next to me, and we were both trying to pay attention ( Read more... )

My body has told me that I need to give up the wonderful coca-cola. It's the nasty artificial sweet taste. HIgh fructose corn syrup hell. Candy that's just melted sugar. I've found that as I've gotten older, my taste for sugar has decreased. I like sweet stuff, but naturally sweet stuff: honey, watermelon, strawberries, such like ( Read more... )

i hate statistics. the simplest test is so damn difficult to understand. at least for me. and yet i get it, i guess. i'm just irritated at how complex it is. i'm not a fan of complexity ( Read more... )

i just did some yoga in the kitchen. it was just a warm up stretch, but yeah. it felt good ( Read more... )

but i'm not happy while working, which is what the icon suggests ( Read more... )