See, what i don't understand is that some guys out there are downright in raptures about me... they love me, can't get enough of me. Granted "some" equates to about 3 men in my life in the past 5 years...but still, they're friggen obsessed. Now, if i could only harness that obsession, turn it into a crystaline substance of some sort, grind it up ( Read more... )

This is not about love ( Read more... )

The last week of school brought a lot of realization through solitude. I find it amusing how solidarity and self confinement however unpleasant to the social eye brings one to the final conclusion that they must learn how to live with their self without any social distractions. I learned my rituals without a roommate, I was reminded my sleeping ( Read more... )

You know its handy that i'm an optimist, or else this whole being dumped thing would be a very depressing ordeal. My skills of trickery, sarcasm are still entirely intact, however.

Sistersquirrel86: im just going to shave my head, move to serbia, and be a revolutionist ( Read more... )

“Somehow it seems colder now. Where has my heart gone? Trapped in the eyes of a stranger…oh why, I want to go back to believing in everything ( Read more... )

This afternoon a chai green tea bag fell on my hand spewing all manner of dusty tea contents and now, since I have an unusual habit of running my fingers through my hair, my head smells like chai green tea. There are worse things my hair could odiously resemble… like dung, or monkey nose? “What’s in a name, that which we call a nose would still ( Read more... )

I feel no guilt, for you felt none when you were enjoying the French pastries as I solemnly fasted out of obligation. I feel no sense of pain at your loss, for you felt no loss the moment my locks had been changed. I did not traipse after you once you broke off into a two-step into the ocean, for if you recall, you never bothered to notice my ( Read more... )

no phone, no phone, i just want to be alone

Rant of the irate cynic, who from looking under their beret, found something to complain about.

by me

12:53 a.m.

Revolving repartees of dim witted
self respecting buggers appear in the
man made alleys,
the pseudo nonchalance of the cafes
only adds to the plastic gleam
of rampant worldly
distaste.