i feel so gross. i didn't take a shower yesterday. i didn't do any of my homework yet and to someone else it wouldn't be that hard. it is to me. i fell asleep early yesterday. and sometimes i would wake up and watch clockwork orange and some other movie about these two girls ( Read more... )

The party's over ( Read more... )

I'll make you a deal, like any other candidate ( Read more... )

"It's safe in the city, to love in a doorway ( Read more... )

i'm so very exhausted right now ( Read more... )

and its really raining outside and theres alot of noise ( Read more... )

okay you know what? i don't even know. i keep writing things out of order and its bugging me. keep having to go back and correct myself. its freakin' hot in gualdalupe! so hot! the retal was on fire! i don't know why diane and joey decided to have their kids baptised all the way over there! whatever. i'm back at my house and its better than over ( Read more... )

yes i am sitting. i've been on the computer for quite some time. i woke up and i thought about eating breakfast. then i decided not to eat breakfast and instead cleaned the kitchen and made chocolate muffins. to clean the kitchen is not my job. bill went to the dump and said to tell mom to call someone if he was not back by 1:30. his truck broke ( Read more... )

Sisterovaltine [1:24 PM]: still not talking to me ( Read more... )

wouldn't it be lovely to give up? give up on that thing you've put so much thought and work into for so long? give up so that you would have just one last shread of pain and be able to push the rest into the darkness? give up so that you could stop waiting and feeling stupid when it doesn't come? give up so that you don't have to obsess over it ( Read more... )