so far...yep ( Read more... )

so i am sitting here w/ the heater on, eating a bowl of chicken/rice soup, and a blanket on my lap fulling ignoring the need to do my bio box.it seems as though i have this mess of information and i have to seeth through it and create a absolutly amazing...thing, which is not happening.. yah. i'll be glad when i turn it in and i'm over w/ it ( Read more... )

i think i need a life. haha. i want to do more things... or yah ( Read more... )

yay i feel happy now that i talked to him. he's sick tho =(. got a fever last night @ a party, haha and his two friends were trying to take care of him, supposeably he was calling out my name while he had the fever.. haha i find that funny. but he's ok. today's our 4 month ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i as pretty. ok i'm sorry but it's the truth. and please don't say anything. but just i feel really stupid right now for feeling this way, inadaqute in some way but yah. ever since a blank person told me how this other blank person said that i'm not attractive like it bugged me but then i got over it but still. that's not very nice ( Read more... )

so last night at avery's was amusing. i had a good time after i got over myself. it just takes me a bit to get into like a party mood. everyone kept asking me where rafa was. he can't come down during the weekend for like 3 weeks. so yah he was @ another party. but yah missing him, but it's ok. it was funny people trying to cheer me up. i felt kind ( Read more... )

100 QUESTIONS!!!! (COPY/ POST AS NEW BULLETIN/ PASTE ( Read more... )

i need to put more pictures on photobucket but i'm lazy ( Read more... )

ok i'm good. was kinda sad this morning but that's just merg, complicated and i'm ok now.

"dear god, make me a bird so i can fly, fly fly away"