True Happiness
Three months ago, I was whining about being jobless and not being able to continue my studies (because hello sucky gpa). Now, I really can't be more content with my life.
It's really amazing (and kind of scary) how things can change in a span of 3 months. I've been working as an admin assistant for three months already, and I'll be starting my part-time studies at SIM next year! I love my job, though it took some time getting used to. It's funny how I kept thinking that I wouldn't work anywhere business-related (because I'm really bad at business stuff), but I'm now working in an insurance company.
The advantage of working is the stable income, but the downside would be always feeling exhausted and the lack of time to meet up with my friends as and when I like.
This was sometime in July during the fasting month - our first meet-up after 6 months of not seeing each other. And I've not met up with them ever since.All of us fail when it comes to planning meet-ups and plans always end up being cancelled hahaha.
Another group of my favorite people (Y).Iftar session some time in late July and then Seoul Garden lunch/karaoke session a few weeks back. Buddies that I've known since my Sec 1 days....haha I just felt super old after saying that.
I really enjoyed this year's Hari Raya. I appreciated it even more than usual (no idea why), but I was especially happy that I got to wear a baju kurung in my favorite color. Okay, really lame, but okay.
Semua dah kakak-kakak office already! If there's one thing that I really miss right now, it'd be my days in TP with them. From being able to see them on a daily basis, it's dwindled down to once a month meet-ups.
This one favorite girl until tak terkata already! I always refer to her as 'my one & only minah-looking friend'.
4 hours of playing Kinect with them last Sunday left my muscles aching the next day.Lydiana completely thrashed Amalina and I in Dance Central. But like I told Nadhirah, I DON'T NEED NO DANCE SKILLS TO RULE THE WORLD. And it was my first time meeting up with Amalina in two years n___n Looking forward to our karaoke session at the end of this month!
After months of failed ''hey,let's meet up and have dinner!!'' plans, finally met up with these three. Spent hours laughing ourselves silly over lame jokes and reminiscing about our days in TP. I laughed until I felt like I couldn't breathe and all my eyeliner disappeared (because I teared up from laughing too much). Really blessed to have met and got to know them better through Ketsu/foodmin. We were talking about how it suddenly ended up with four of us being really close back in our TP days. And we were laughing at how funny all of us looked back in Year 1.
Have been meeting up with the best friend frequently for dinners aaaaaaaand, we're heading to Krabi (hopefully) sometime in early November! I can't wait to clear my leave and just take a loooong break. I'm always laughing like mad when I'm with her hahahahaa. feel too suppressed at work because everyone's mature, and I'm 21 and still feel like I wanna plaaaay.
I don't know if it's safe too say that I'm really happy right now, because I don't want to jinx it, but I really am satisfied with what I have right now. I still think about those awesome, fun-filled days I had back in TP and it feels like we're all forced to grow up too quickly. The real working life is scary, but I have no choice to suck it up. But I'm really thankful to have really nice colleagues and helpful TLs/managers.
Excited to start school next year, but I'm scared at the same because idk if I can handle working and studying at the same time. GO GO ME.
Okay bye i need to poop ciao