Alexis1638 [12:15 AM]: Siv ( Read more... )

As I sit here in my Prom dress, I can't help but be sad that summer is winding down. This has been one of the best summers that I can recall. Yes, it may have been filled with heartache and summer school, but the last two months have been great. The best thing about no longer being in high school is the freedom to see only those that you wish to ( Read more... )

I've decided that my life is no longer going to be a tragedy. I really should not let all of the heartache from others ruin me. There's the baggage from my parents and everything that they expect from me and then there's the baggage that I accumulate myself from everything that I expect from others. I'm throwing out expectations. Maybe this way, I ( Read more... )

Ouch, I am in so much pain. My tissue removal at the dentist this morning has left me with a permanent frown. It hurts so badly. I don't know why I didn't think to eat anything before I went this morning. Now, my diet consists solely of soup, yogurt, and soon to be jello. Please, if you love me enough, call or stop by my house ( Read more... )

Yesterday at the post office, I saw a Nick look-a-like. I was sitting in the car and waiting for Siv to drop the letters into the mailbox and there he was, in my rearview mirror, getting out of his jeep. Everything about this stranger reminded me of him: his build, the way he wore his hat, his T-shirt and shorts, even his sneakers. The face was ( Read more... )

I'm on a mission to establish some self love and no, it's not through masturbation. I just remember the days when I was so carefree and confident and so in tune with myself. I want those days back. Yes, my break up with Nick stripped away some of securities, but I know that I am still a great, strong, independent gal. I just have to start realizing ( Read more... )

I know this isn't a huge deal, but I just changed my answer to the question, "Who can reply to your entries?" to "Anybody." After two years, I've decided to change that. How liberating ( Read more... )

What are the rules of the fourth date? I've been asking myself that all day. But to hell with the rules, right? Who makes them and why do we even follow them? Or am I the only one who seems to think that rules exist? I did tell myself that I am throwing the rules away and making my own. But what exactly did I throw away ( Read more... )

God, it's only 10:40 in the morning and I am already in a terrible mood. I don't have to be at work until 3 today so I thought I would sleep in, but I couldn't. I was awakened by rustling papers. I peeked through my covers to find my mother snooping through papers on my desk. If she really wanted to know something, she could have always asked. I ( Read more... )

Work has me such an old woman. The only thing I want to do when I come home is sit on my ass and relax, which is exactly what I am doing at this very moment. That, and listening to wedding songs on Radio@AOL and simply feeling pity for myself ( Read more... )