Help

[sixd9angel]

I know it's been a long time since I've written in here, and probably just as long since I've spoken to many of you. Which is one reason why I don't really want to do this. There will be more reasons and my request under the cut.

Comments

[miladyelizabeth]

Sweetie, what did they finally figure out is wrong with you??

[sixd9angel]

Well, we have two different diagnoses at the moment, from two different doctors, on the same set of symptoms. One is simply that I'm going through menopause. At 35. The other is a bit more serious. Hypereosinophilic syndrome. It's a type of blood cancer. I'm going through a bunch of blood tests in two weeks, hopefully, that will figure some things out. The latter diagnosis seems to fit things better, but I find it hard to believe that they hadn't found even a hint of this before. So, we'll see.

I also have two appointments in the next two months with Social Security doctors. I hope that they can shed a bit more light on this, and that I'll qualify for at least medical help. Because my pill costs are killing me, not to mention the charge on the doctor visits, which they make me pay before I'm allowed to see him. Even better would be a check, so I can start giving Kevin money. I can't hold down a full time job. Even part-time is hurting me. And I'm sick of it. Other than that, things are peachy. Ha. How are you hun?

[miladyelizabeth]

Uh, somehow I don't think menopause can make someone violently ill. Cranky, sure, but that's about it. And that other unpronounceable option, well, that's just bizarre. Hopefully they can figure out something definite for you soon, dear.

[jayonce]

Hey dale, I'm sorry you had to type this whole thing out, knowing you I know how difficult that was for you. I don't have a job right now but there is one on the horizon, and once I get that I will do my best to help you as much as I can.

I currently am having to look for a place to live too, and know how you feel, feeling like being a burden on someone. I will do my best and in the meantime you're in my thoughts.

[sixd9angel]

I was actually thinking about erasing this. I hated writing it. I hate being in the position where writing this is one of the only things I could think of to do. I've made it through a lot of things in my life on my own, and I'm not used to being in a position where I can no longer solve things by myself. It fucking sucks.

What happened to your other job? And your apartment? What have I missed, and how is school? I wish you could just move in here with us. And thank you for your thoughts. You're in mine too. <3

[jayonce]

Actually I live closer than you think. Next door. NO i'm lying, but I do live in California now, with a bitch of a roomate who's reading this as I type it.

We'll catch up soon!

[belbin]

Dale,

I know this is so late, but if there's anything I can do just let me know. You did so much for me back in the day when I needed help and I was about to burst, and I just feel like I should make it up to you. Let me know honestly :*

Love,
Nora

[sixd9angel]

If you're still around hun, read my latest post. I can use all the help I can get right now. Seriously.

[obscured_exile]

hey doll did you wanna be added to my "not so new anymore" lj? its blurrymirrors

[sixd9angel]

Please. I swear I'm going to start updating this thing. Staring with today.

[blurrymirrors]

added!!!!

[dragon_within]

Do you still have this paypal account?

[sixd9angel]

I do. Even now. Lol.