ambition makes you look pretty ugly

[sixfigures]

Been awhile, eh? The past week I've been writing entries and then deleting them because I either thought they were pointless or I just didn't feel like finishing them. But right now I don't care if this entry is pointless or not, I'm just trying to pass some time because I can't go to sleep

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[conceal_xme]

Hey Stacy...
It's weird because I am the kind of person that would rather just lie down and sleep all day no matter what. It's like oh things aren't goign right lets go to sleep. I had to sleep all the time, like 12 hours was the minimum, but recently its like if I get more that 5 I am tired and don't feel good. I live now on not sleeping and just getting things done, or talking, or reading about peoples lives and wishing I had something from theirs because then I would feel a little bit better. The other weird thing is that when I get too stressed/anxious I have this problem wtih my stomach and I just can't digest anything and I have horrible pains, but now in addition I have the minor symptoms of acid reflux too. It's not a big deal and it's not a problem like yours, but I just felt like venting and trying to relate. SO yeah, i guess I am done now.

[sixfigures]

i usually sleep too just to get away from stuff. but sometimes i can't get to sleep when i want to because i feel like i'd be missing out on stuff or something.

[conceal_xme]

just kidding one more thing...

there's periods of time when I will have these horrible nightmares about dying and poison and the things I fear most. They're horrible and when I wake up I feel like it was so real and it leaves me really shaken up. It's just normal nightmares, but they're scary as hell.

[lipgloss_letdwn]

I wish I could be like you and not talk about things. I also write journal entries and delete them. I write all these feeling entries, and then I think "I'm going to regret this later, and everyones going to hate me for writing this" so I just put it in my other journal. I'm paranoid about saying too much. I don't even think I'm worried about giving out too much information about myself. I just feel like people will think I have bad intentions in writing about it or something. I don't know.

[sixfigures]

yeah thats why i dont update anymore.i write more in my other journal. and there's the option of making your entries customized but i still dont feel comfortable writing in here

[gossamer_pye]

mee two.

[terminalyngthng]

After you give me a hug the next time you see me, I'm going to give YOU a hug! It'll be a big hug party and there will be no shoulder-hitting-with-teeth...or any other body part for that matter. Unless it's a certain someone's wangasaurus. COCK SLAP!

[sixfigures]

hahah damn you! now my cheek is moist..can't wait for that hug!