I love Ray LaMontagne. Listen to the song Trouble, then listen to Jolene, then listen to Forever my Friend. Thank me later. What's been going on with me ( Read more... )

brunswick sucks... i am in the middle of nowhere sitting in a single wide trailer that looks like it was decorated in the 70's. I am literally in a swamp. I am in a god damn swamp without a cell phone. And OJ is pissing me off. I dont even know how we have internet connection all the way out here. We passed a nuclear power plant on the way to the ( Read more... )

Update.Things have been good I guess. I have an eye appointment tomorrow to get *sigh..* glasses. Just for sitting in class and driving and stuff so I can actually see things far away (like a chalkboard haha). I want to see snow. Last night was the big fourth of july party, it was a lot of fun except walking in on Matt with Nicole. And him giving ( Read more... )

and i miss steven so fucking much its almost unbearable. i just want to run away. :-\

Sometimes I really feel like no one wants me around. Thats a horrible feeling. I am just so upset about so many people. Everyone is letting me down. Im losing faith in everybody, and no one is making me think different. I would love for these people that I regularly hang out with to want to get to know me. Or call me. Something, anything. I feel ( Read more... )

I need to take a shower.. I have not showered since Saturday ( Read more... )

I dont think Im doing anything tonight ( Read more... )

Graduation for high school seniors is coming up ( Read more... )

I wrote this entire section in italics this time last year in my journal. It is so funny how everything is still 100% true one year later.

"My name is Jessica ( Read more... )

When everyone gives you breakup advice, saying things like "youll find someone better" and "you will move on" and "someone is going to appreciate you and be better than him" you never believe it. I always listened to advice but in the back of my head I always told myself "I want Steven, I dont want anyone else, he was perfect for me"...... until I ( Read more... )