*sigh*
i just had this massive wave of emotional fear come crashing over me. I am so scared about college. i am nervous, and i have so many questions tha ti keep thinking of. I feel so inadequate. Will i survive? I have to, i'm studying for my damn career now. And what are brad and i going to end up doing? I'm not going to lie, it's such a big question now that i only have roughly 23 days left here, 18 when i get back from sedona. I really don't want to leave him but we can't suffer in college. that would not be cool. it's such a difficult situation. it makes me really upset because it comes closer and closer each day, and i feel like it's suffocating me! Especially since on saturday he said something to me that made me the happiest person in the world, hands down. Will it be the end, and we'll end up just friends through it all? or will we end up together? Who fuckin' knows man. All i know is that i know nothing and that i love him.
sedona here i come. Finally get to see my best friend/brother. ^.^
peace!
Veronica