i love her.

i knew it before, but i really couldn't wrap my head around it. but i really do. i love her. i hate this. i hate what i did to get here.

fuck.

or split.

winter hates me, i promise. no sun, no fun. i'm hereby declaring fuck: october, november, december and january. especially january. we make up excuses to our previous resolutions just to create new one ones we know we wont ever complete, but it gives us this feeling of.. well.. resolution. go figure ( Read more... )

just stop man. just stop.

how do you know a girl isn't your girl? she doesn't have your back.

love can be your best friend or your worst enemy.

21.

time to jump ship and make my escape for a while.

over 5 years of complaining on livejournal. signup date was 05-05-2003. insane.

slept horrible. my brain is going haywire with dreams. the previous night i was the president (bill clinton style), last night i was in prison. the latter is probably more likely at this point.