Heya...I hope you don't mind me reading your journal. I definitely think very similarly to you. But, I think I've grown from those thoughts a little for myself, I feel less confused and lost. Also, whenever I'm home I get incredibly lazy and drained and extremely depressed and thus feel so lost. Having activities and keeping busy gives you more sense of purpose and less of confusion. But yeah, I was saying that I have slowly realized, for myself and my way of living, through some people and experiences, and buddhism, that life is unstable. In geology, we learned about how rocks deep down in the earth's core change. ROCKS the most stable thing supposedly, are constantly changing and evolving. Clouds are constantly moving and humans are constantly evolving. What I've come to try to live by, at least I'm trying but not succeeding in yet, is to live in each moment. Because it's almost impossible to try to make sense of it and keep planning and trying to know and outsmart when instead, I've realized I'm missing out and instead I need to
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