Conflicting

[sixsixsix5]

A majority of this was written last night. The rest was written and revised the following morning, published in the afternoon. For some reason, right now, at this moment in my life and in time, I've become obsessed with knowing and chronically specific information like that. Maybe I'm trying to leave as much info and details about my self as I am

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[big_fluffy01]

I'm boring and I believe the "subconscious", or as it pertains to what goes down when you're sleeping, to be basically normal workings of your mind that somehow happen to continue after you clock out for the day and go to sleep. I grind my teeth, and apparently the cause is that I retain a degree of stress and tension (both of which I've recently discovered I have in abundance when I'm awake) and I stress when I'm sleeping which causes me to grind my teeth as a bodily reaction. When you dream things, you're thinking, while being asleep and you're not awake to put any sense to the thoughts and images you're conjuring up, thus what you get is killing Zombies with Ginni and Barack Obama while making stir-fry.

As for the whole "what you really desire" nature, I have no idea how that connects or how you find out more about that. But if you find out, do let me know.