♕ tenth night[voice(japanese)];

[sixthsensed]

I don't want to go home.
I- .. I wish I'd just died with Mafuyu--without him, I- I can't--

Even if .. E- even if I don't even know how to survive here, a- at least .. at least I'm not there.

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{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

Miku-chan, please.. Where are you? It makes me worry when you're sad.

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

P- please don't, I- .. I feel so guilty, always burdening you.

{Voice, Japanese}

[purgatory_maren]

You are never a burden to me. I like it when you talk to me, and I like trying to help you.

I really liked having you come visit me, you're great to be around.

..um..

{Voice, Japanese}

[sixthsensed]

B- but--! I just .. I don't understand that at all!

[prodigal_axe]

....

[sixthsensed]

It isn't fair .. F- for someone like me to live, when someone like you d- dies .. It's too cruel.

[prodigal_axe]

I can't agree. I've taken one life and ruined another. I should suffer, and I'm dangerous.

What have you done, Miku? What is 'someone like you'?

[sixthsensed]

'Taken a life' .. A- after staying here, I'm .. so desensitized to it that-- Shinji-kun, did you mean to?

S- someone like me .. Someone who can't do anything, who's no good to anyone--I'm a burden. I .. always was to him. I know it.

[earthsmasher]

...I never know what to think about you.

I understand how you feel, and I think you're a sweet girl, but you need to stop telling everyone not to worry and give them a reason not to.

I know you're afraid. We're all afraid. But if you keep letting it rule you, you're just going to make yourself and everyone who cares about you upset. Let people help you, or learn to fight and face your fears. Stop apologizing over everything, too!!

[sixthsensed]

I- I'm s--

.. Thank you. I- I know you're right, and .. and I want to try, but-- I just keep making excuses for myself when there's no real excuse to make.

[earthsmasher]

Well... Don't be afraid to ask for help, okay? I know you don't want to bother anyone, but it's better than running around by yourself and worrying everyone.

If you're afraid of being weak, there's plenty of people here who could teach you how to fight. If you're afraid of being alone, then stick with everyone else.

And stop beating yourself up over everything, too!