In spite of everything, I still can't hate you. I don't want to hate you because you did mean a lot to me. It might of been nothing to you, but it was still there. I'd like to think it did mean something to you too. But I know even if it did you would never admit it. I don't believe I'm second best to Mary Beth. You just made a choice and I can't really hold it against you. No matter what I did to you, you retaliated and usually it was worse on my part. But I don't even care about that anymore. In a way I miss you and in a way, I really don't care anymore. You make not caring easier. You made letting go easier.
So thanks for everything, I'm sorry the sex was so horrible. Dead fish, eh?
Sorry your birthday didn't go so well. If you need me, you know where I am.
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i miss you.
linh
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Happy very late birtday.
Hope you got everything you wanted.
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But I know even if it did you would never admit it.
I don't believe I'm second best to Mary Beth. You just made a choice and I can't really hold it against you.
No matter what I did to you, you retaliated and usually it was worse on my part. But I don't even care about that anymore.
In a way I miss you and in a way, I really don't care anymore. You make not caring easier. You made letting go easier.
So thanks for everything, I'm sorry the sex was so horrible. Dead fish, eh?
Sorry your birthday didn't go so well.
If you need me, you know where I am.
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