I love you Chris. I think about you all the time... how I wish you didn't go to school so far away, so that I could see you more often. I miss hanging out with you into the middle of the night and watching movies in your room with you.
It was a very nice surprise to see you on Saturday... I didn't know you were coming home. I wish we had gotten a chance to hang out alone together afterward... we will sometime soon though. But in any case... I miss you a lot, as usual.
I said it the other day, but I'll say it again because I can't say it enough, even if you don't believe it's true.
You're amazing, Chris. You're my best friend here, and I feel so lucky that I've gotten to know you. The effect you have on me is undeniable - just ask anyone who lived on the floor last semester. Since I've met you, I've gotten a bit more sure of myself, a little less self-loathing. I love you for more than just what you do for me, though; you're a joy to be around. I've had way too much fun with you this semester, and you'd better believe it that I'm not going to let you out of my life.
I wish you could love yourself the way I love you, because you deserve it. I hope you can trust me one day, and realize what a truly great person you are.
Chris- If you want to remain loved you must remain loyal to your friends. How long has it been since I have heard from you? And you have been home many times, I know. I did work for a friendship with you, (and maybe this is just me) but I do not keep going if there is no reciprocation. But, I know. Sometimes you just have to choose sides. You have to weigh who is important and who is not, so I suppose that leaves me knowing exactly where I stand, besides my current location under your "friends" on this livejournal.
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but.
but...
well, I love you.
and i suck at expressing myself, and i hate myself too, chris. so we can connect there too :/
Remember, You be my Allan and I'll be your Linda
xoxo
lrn.
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It was a very nice surprise to see you on Saturday... I didn't know you were coming home. I wish we had gotten a chance to hang out alone together afterward... we will sometime soon though. But in any case... I miss you a lot, as usual.
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You're amazing, Chris. You're my best friend here, and I feel so lucky that I've gotten to know you. The effect you have on me is undeniable - just ask anyone who lived on the floor last semester. Since I've met you, I've gotten a bit more sure of myself, a little less self-loathing. I love you for more than just what you do for me, though; you're a joy to be around. I've had way too much fun with you this semester, and you'd better believe it that I'm not going to let you out of my life.
I wish you could love yourself the way I love you, because you deserve it. I hope you can trust me one day, and realize what a truly great person you are.
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If you want to remain loved you must remain loyal to your friends. How long has it been since I have heard from you? And you have been home many times, I know.
I did work for a friendship with you, (and maybe this is just me) but I do not keep going if there is no reciprocation.
But, I know. Sometimes you just have to choose sides. You have to weigh who is important and who is not, so I suppose that leaves me knowing exactly where I stand, besides my current location under your "friends" on this livejournal.
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