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[sizzles4173]

dreams are a place to escape the realities of life...but not for me...i'm either dreaming about matt being a total asshole to me or dreaming that he is the most amazing sweet guy who really does care about me more than anything. its absolute torture. i just woke up from a really wonderful one where he swept me into his arms. earlier though my body

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[anonymous]

haha. I wished I could help you, but I knew if I talked to you I'd upset both you and myself. I still always wanted to be there for you, but knowing that I was the person that upset you I couldn't be there for you. I'd have the same dreams, waking up after a good one with you and smiling. Then there were the ones where I was a jerk or you hated me.