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so i just got back from a walk... left around 1130ish... got back less than 5 minutes ago... i cried almost the entire time, but i feel more whole... i walked over by the lake and stood in one place just watching the peacefullness... its foggy out so you didnt see the water, only the misty fog rolling over it... add the large boulders between me and the water and it felt like i was standing on top of a mountain looking down on the clouds... actually it was like looking at something like the end of the world... it was beautiful... that walk i took to be by the lake to think, was the best idea ever... i have this overwhelming feeling of peace, though there still is some pain and confusion, for now it doesn't matter