so i didn't write for forever...blah blah ( Read more... )

yeikes- i reread that last post and I really was down. Thankfully, things are much better. It's warmer, I'm making art (intentionally), friends abound and I'm 21...and have been for sometime now ( Read more... )

so i'm in the lull between the next Tool Time group. I don't think I can give my true feelings about the whole ordeal right now- or at least on here- but I think my trip out last night for Seth's birthday kinda gives an indication of my dwindling sense of committment. Hehe- and no one noticed, so I sure won't feel remorse...sometimes, yes, I do ( Read more... )

I made a list over break of all the things i wanna do...sometime..in life (did i talk about this already?). Well, one was basic: "Try something new." So, I auditioned for Will's play- which is a cool play, simply stated ( Read more... )

My life is better left intense-
I could have missed the pain
but I'd have had to miss the dance....

(i used un-country words)

sometimes i think that nobody understands me or what i'm going thru. and then sometimes, i think that everyone must know and go thru what i'm going thru. the worst part is trying to figure out which one of those statements apply to which problem ( Read more... )

here it is right before break and all i want to do is have fun. school sucks- these journals suck- and not being able to see people is making me the sickest ( Read more... )

first of all, this is rachel.

secondly, i'm sooo busy this week.

and seth is sick and i'm gonna pray that i don't get it.

and i want the snow to leave.

yes, that is all.

i can't think of all the times when i've been like- 'update!' but i just never did. i have excuses ( Read more... )

Turning in on a Friday night, not to say that it wasn't amazing. Movies, good company, Taco Bell- I'm sorry, but I don't think it could really get much better. Especially tonight, when I suddenly get a glimpse of my future, or at least, some confirmation of my dreams ( Read more... )