i feel so numb. just when things finally start to make sense it all goes back to hell. whats wrong with me?? i thought i was ok but i was obviously wrong. w/e i give up

i saw a picture of me and you today and realized that i miss you

katie i miss you and wish i was still there

so my nebraska trip was amazing. i haven't had that much fun in the longest time. i can't wait until next summer when i can go back. it felt soo good to see katie again. she has been my friend for 13 years and i love her to death. she's one of those girls that you can call a * true friend * i met a lot of great ppl down there. i met her boyfriend ( Read more... )

i had soo much fun! i'll definately write about it later. i hope that all the ppl i met i can stay in touch with. especially certain ppl. i wish i was still there right now.

i miss you already!!

you wanna know what sucks the most...the fact that i still miss him =/

i give up. i try to be a friend and am pushed away. what they hell is going on?? are things ever gonna be the same? =(

your the one person i truly love and i will never forget all that we've been through. im hoping that we will be able to be together again one day. you've mad me a very happy person.

i love you =(

does anyone even read this anymore?? eh w/e ( Read more... )

its crazy to sit here and think of how we all have changed. i mean we are all going to be graduating in another few weeks and im scared that i won't see some of the ppl that i have been the best of friends with for these past 4 years. im scared cuz i've been drifting away from a few of my best friends and i don't want that to happen. im not very ( Read more... )

hmm yea so i haven't written in this think in forever. idk i don't see much of a point anymore. so if you wanna know whats going on with me there's not much. im excited cuz prom is coming up on friday!! idk i guess nothing new and exciting is happening with me right now. im still having a hard time with a few things but its not like anyone really ( Read more... )

i don't like this at all. its my fault why were the way we are. we never talk anymore and i hate it but i truly am busy right now =( im also very depressed. what i hate the most is you are the only one that knows every single detail about me. you know everything there is to know about my past. your the only one that has been there for me through ( Read more... )