I've decided what I wanted to do. I'm going to get rid of the drugs. I will though still be the funny Brad you all seem to like. I will not be a pain in the ass anymore though and I will keep my tounge as they say when need be. i will not be able to help in anymore serious situation and i'm sorry about that. i feel that if u want my help i'll wait ( Read more... )

I'M GOING INSANE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD SHOULD I CHANGE should i stay the same do i now sound insane
what do i do should i still try and change my self should i stay the same please tell me what i should and i will greatly thank u

so i'm in maine and i read everyone's entries about how much fun they are having and its cool i'm glad u are having fun so i guess i'll have wait till i see u all again but when i do u may not recognize me because i have come clean i'm free of drugs and self pity do crazy things i'm looking forward to seeing u all again but just know i miss u my

Memories consume ( Read more... )

i don't what to do say or think any more my mind is confused on what to do say feel say. i have nothing left but music blasting in my ear along with parents yelling to turn it down. i cant do nothing but ignore there company and od on medicine i hate taking and drown myself in sleep ( Read more... )