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[sk8rfreek]

today was mediocre, spent most the day w/ family. it was hard to have a good time i've just been so stressed out from whats going on with beth to the 1,000$ debt i owe. so today was sort of a downer. then i realize that the money situation will get better in time, and as far as beth... i remember her telling me part of the reason she thought i didn

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[toolip]

wait, beth is with justin? am i right? or wrong? im so confused as to why youve started this beth thing when i thought she was living with him....:\ can anyone fill me in?

[ghettorockstarr]

chrystal let me say one thing...beth is beth and that's that, who ever knows what the heck she thinks or wants. i am VERY surprised to what he writing as well because beth obviously can't talk to her sister about anything. which is sad. and i hope she reads this. i am tempted to call her RIGHT now to see what the hell is going on but obviously she doesn't want me invovled.

beth is still with justin for now i guess?????????????????????????????? she is at his house right now. but i do know that darryl spent the night at my moms in the same room/bed as beth but i didnt even want to ask what was up with that. ?????????????????????????????????? who fucking knows. i just know that i do love justin so much and i hope beth does the right thing. you cant control who you love and i would never ever hold anything against her on her choices you know and i hope darryl and justin feel the same way.

[sk8rfreek]

i know that not i or anyone else has the power to control who they love or who loves them. i'm just letting it be known that i do love her and want to be with her, but i completely respect every decision she makes. it hurts yes,but i can't be greedy or selfish and i know when to act like an adult about things,know what i mean.

[monstarducky]

did you even happen to ask me, or anything or even look to see that Jesika was in the same room/ bed as well.

everyone thinks what they want, but really i know what i want. so fuck it.i see no reason now to share what is going in my life as long as i have it undercontrol, and for once i do.